Dean's Not Fine

Some Things Are Worth Trying For A Supernatural story by Emmy  @Yorkshire_SPN The #SPNWishList fic and art challenge is back on track! Emmy responded to the prompt: "Sam and Cas try to cook." I had a rough couple of weeks and didn't give this the attention it deserved until now! And it was completely worth it. Enjoy this slice of bunker life... A yummy slice, dusted with a liberal amount of sugar!   -- Jennie It was about 2 p.m. by the time Dean finally got his act together and went out to get food. Sam sat in his chair in the library, flipping through a tome on vampirism in 18th-century Haiti and restraining himself from tapping a foot on the ground. “Hey, uhh, where are you goin’?” Sam asked, keeping his tone casual. Dean swung around irritably. “To get some food. You know, food? Pie, bacon, burgers, the good stuff. None of your rabbit crap.” “Yeah, I know. Look, I’ve got a package waiting for me. but it’s in Grand Island. Could you--” “Grand Island...

Savor A Supernatural story by Celina  @redbanshee Our latest entry in the #SPNWishList fic and art challenge! Celina responded to the prompt: "Someone has a birthday." In my opinion, Celina absolutely nails every characterization... Cas fairly leaps off the page. I was so excited to share it. Enjoy! -- Jennie Sam tucks the last of the Christmas decorations into the box unironically marked “Christmas Crap” in Dean’s neat script.  It’s the mistletoe Dean had hung in the kitchen doorway, trying to trick Sam into kissing Eileen (or the other way around) -- unsuccessfully, to Dean’s chagrin (and, Sam realizes with a pang, to his own). Folding the box flaps over and tucking the last flap under the first, Sam lifts the box with a grunt and carries it to the storeroom. Kneeling, he slides the box back into its place on the shelves. His eyes drift to the box next to it, apparently unmarked. Curiosity prompts him to pull the box out; he finds his own handwrit...

#HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad (a thread) To be so small, so lonely, and to know something wasn't right. To sense that you were unclean. To feel like you weren't enough. To desperately wish to be normal. pic.twitter.com/6V9UAgQdNy — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 2, 2018 #HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad To feel the weight of the world, of the universe on your shoulders. To be used by evil. To be seduced into doing the dark one's bidding. To lose yourself. To lose your soul. To lose your brother. pic.twitter.com/dIhVe59vkx — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 2, 2018 #HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad To be crushed by guilt. To be rejected. To feel hopeless. To think that you can erase the stain, get closer to God by becoming *his* instrument. To rid the world of demons. To sacrifice yourself. pic.twitter.com/LcHUhov6WA — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeD...

We've felt the sting of every slap, the crunch of every bone, the nick of every blade. We've been there for the smiles, and we've ridden out the lowest of lows. (1 of 4) #HappyBirthdayDeanWinchester @DImpala67 @JensenAckles @therealKripke pic.twitter.com/ejBzId2q8c — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) January 24, 2018 We've felt the crushing weight of guilt, of torture, of duty, of "destiny." You showed us how to fight. You showed us how to carry on. (2 of 4) #HappyBirthdayDeanWinchester @DImpala67 @JensenAckles @therealKripke pic.twitter.com/BZKhzqv2BZ — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) January 24, 2018 Through it all, your greatest fear has been being alone. You never have been. (3 of 4) #HappyBirthdayDeanWinchester @DImpala67 @JensenAckles @therealKripke pic.twitter.com/GimQSGI6nJ — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) January 24, 2018 When Billie said, "Keep living,"...