Dean's Not Fine

AKF A Supernatural story by Jennie @DeanIsntFine Featuring @Aaaahhhxy and @jarpad 5:45 a.m. was no time to be riding alone in an Uber in a foreign country. On a different continent. But here was Axy, in the dark, in the rain, being driven by a stranger to the Corner Cafe in North Vancouver, B.C. It wasn’t the first iffy Supernatural-related choice she’d made, and Chuck willing -- if the guy behind the wheel wasn’t a ghoulpire -- it wouldn’t be the last. The trip to Canada had churned up a mix of emotions for Axy. So different from Birmingham. SPNUK had been a blur of color, a flurry of pure merriment and the sounds of squee from forever-friends she had met for the first time. But she had known it could never live up to her expectations. She treasured it, treasured the fleeting moments she’d spent with the man who had changed her life, but it had been like a whirlwind. Joyful chaos. Then gone. Too fleeting, she thought now. It had left her unsatisfied in a way that, ho...

Dean Winchester's kill list (I can only hope this blows up as big as I want it to on Twitter, LOL)

I was deeply moved by the penultimate (yes, I know, no one says "penultimate") episode of Season 13, "Exodus." Now, I know there is little love in the fandom for this particular writing tandem, but this script had so much heavy lifting to do to tie all the various storylines of Season 13 together. To me, the entire season hinged on those storylines coming together satisfactorily, and "Exodus" more than delivered. I loved all of the dialogue and first-time-ever character interactions, but the one that was most important to me was Jack facing off with Lucifer, and Lucifer's predictably insidious plan to win Jack over. (The depth of the performances by Mark Pellegrino and Alex Calvert can't be overstated. Both were amazing, both in this and in the finale episode.) The Twitter roleplayers give me a very welcome chance to interact with the characters I love, and I, seeing that Lucifer was insinuating himself with Jack in "Exodus," trie...

Art by @diminuel . Used with permission. Shotgun A Supernatural story by Jennie @DeanIsntFine With inspiration from @Diminuel Dean scowled at his reflection in the shop window. Son of a bitch. This outfit. He didn’t know which was worse: Being mind-raped by the most powerful archangel in two universes, or being tarted up like some cut-rate mortician in a bad gangster flick. God, I look like a douche. Of course, wardrobe was the least of his problems right now. He was stuck riding shotgun in his own meatsuit -- aware, yes, but not in control. Dean sensed Michael’s thoughts, perceived them as a sort of background noise, a muttering that rarely came through clear. Dean understood that the archangel was still badly damaged from the partial smiting he’d suffered at the hands of his younger brother. But he still had his wings. And he still had designs on Dean’s world. Dean felt Michael’s desire like a thirst. As the two walked down the rainy street as one, Michael’s ...

For @DWImpalaOwner : I know you've heard me say I have a bad feeling about what's going to happen tomorrow, the worst feeling I've had in a long while. I know you've said you're fine. I know you say you'd never do something reckless. You even said you could never hurt me. (c) — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 16, 2018 I also know you'll do anything to protect your family. I know you'll sacrifice yourself. I can't stop you from doing it. But you have to give me a chance to do one last thing... You have let me say goodbye. (c) pic.twitter.com/peVeVromBP — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 16, 2018 It's tough to put into words what you've meant to me. You've shattered and mended my heart so many times I've lost count. When I first saw you so desperate to keep your family together, my heart hurt, but I saw me. (c) — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 16, 2...

#HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad (a thread) To be so small, so lonely, and to know something wasn't right. To sense that you were unclean. To feel like you weren't enough. To desperately wish to be normal. pic.twitter.com/6V9UAgQdNy — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 2, 2018 #HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad To feel the weight of the world, of the universe on your shoulders. To be used by evil. To be seduced into doing the dark one's bidding. To lose yourself. To lose your soul. To lose your brother. pic.twitter.com/dIhVe59vkx — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeDickbag (@DeanIsntFine) May 2, 2018 #HappyBirthdaySamWinchestser @SamSoGetThis @jarpad To be crushed by guilt. To be rejected. To feel hopeless. To think that you can erase the stain, get closer to God by becoming *his* instrument. To rid the world of demons. To sacrifice yourself. pic.twitter.com/LcHUhov6WA — Dean's Not Fine #EatMeD...